On a shittier note, my parents are pissed about my hair which pisses me off cause they’re acting like I just committed murder. Jesus.
I’ve really been trying to make the best of a lot of things these past two weeks and make an effort to be happy.
And at this point, I’m about to break. I don’t know what to make of so many situations.
Fuck. I hate college. I hate this shit so much. I have no plan in my life and I won’t fucking go anywhere if I drop out either.
I’m one of the most useless people.
I can’t fucking learn shit. I can’t focus enough to learn. I can’t fucking bring myself to try shit and get my act together. My parents just ridicule me about everything with schooling from my grades to my major and that just makes it worse.
I can’t focus on shit.
I have stupid ideas and goals that mean nothing.
I don’t know what I’m doing with myself.
I wish I could do this.
I wish I wasn’t me.
Ok so for ticket sales, I sold 40 Fantazia Tickets.. when I usually only sell about 5-10 tickets per show..
My supervisor was so impressed and so was a lot of other people above me that instead of me just getting a comp to the show like usual, they’re trying to get me two VIP Meet and Greet tickets for the show.
you people should learn about the goetic demons like for example:
this is prince stolas, he is a long legged owl demon who teaches knowledge about astronomy and herbs to anyone who conjures him
whats not cool about an owl demon