I don’t know.
I just need a hug. A big hug from someone who will let me cry and just wait there with me.
Everything I see. Everything I do. It all just relates back to him.
Had a dream I went to Poland last night, I was so excited. Except I just walked to a different dorm and I wanted to get to an airport but it was three hours away and it was going to take too much time out of my spring break… So I went back to my dorm and there were cops checking all the stuff in our rooms so I had to wait and everyone got yelled at for everything and I had to dump my weed and sprinkle it over a trash can and then I ended up in the kids house I went to school with and cuddled with his dad? Even though I don’t even know what he looks like or have ever met him… His son and I and a bunch of other people were were playing in PE and it was weird and it’s so hard to explain.
The problem is I don’t know WHAT to do now
Can some attractive human, boy or girl, let me cuddle the fuck out of them? Please?
Awh fuck, I feel like I’m gonna puke if I close my eyes for too long.
My intentions. I don’t want to think about the future right now.
Thank you, I hope so too